Craziness

I'm realizing now how insane the argument Stephen and I had was. Or rather, my argument. Basically, we were a few words from breaking up because I didn't think I was special enough for him. So, I was willing to let the relationship end against his will because of some notion that I'm not good enough. Even if he disagreed. Heh. That's pretty fucked up right there. Fortunately, I'm only completely irrational once every few months or so.


I did come across this fantastic picture. I viewed the picture at is downloaded slowly, so it was revealed to me top to bottom. I don't believe I've ever seen a sexier picture. It's my desktop background and even now I pore over every detail. It's like reading a really good book with plotlines, climax, anticlimax..the works. It has absorbed me. I've viewed it several times and still find something new every time. Absolutely delicious.